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Wassup fellas!!! :D

After uploading some pictures from Prita and Ardi's wedding (piccies are available in facebook acc), I'm now boringly waiting for World Cup final match between Netherlands and Spain. Netherlands my love, please win tonight mwach mwach... :*

There's almost no interesting story for this week. Work still sucks, my knitting project is still far from finished, my photography skill doesn't improve as well =.= Grr... photographing people is very difficult yeah?? Anyone knows how NOT to make portraits look like common PnS camera's shot?? I want to make pictures that wow the viewers haha.. xP
Been an illegal (doh) photographer of friend's weddings with Harry has made me tempted to get an external flash, but not sure yet, I don't know it's that necessary for basically I'm a big fan of natural lights hehe.. but seeing him so convenient taking pictures while I'm abusing my camera's ISO system, built-in flash, and still the picture outcomes aren't nice, it's like.... sigh, I want that damn speedlite hahahaha... xD Also want a new lens after seeing Frendy got a 135mm f2 L lens! Woh, an L lens I also want ahhh!!! Hahaha...

Ah, impulsive buying. I need to master my current gear first before adding more.... *repeating these words to help me resist the buying urge*


Mental note: next time will find longer dresses for easy squatting while taking pictures.. =.="

busy

Taking pictures of your own hands could be very difficult.. I started this project on last Thu and haven't progressed too far yet though I'm working on it every day and while watching football too (only if the play is boring.. :P).. You may not believe it, but for me crocheting relieves tension from work.. and it's addictive too.. Can hardly stop myself at night to sleep hahaha.. Bought two skeins of DMC yarn and it's not cheap, so I hope I'll have enough commitment to finish this..  I hope the result will be good as well.. And in perfect size.. Cos if it's not, I'm going mad.. XD Can you guess what it is? HINT: It's something wearable.. ;)

sumpek

Gilaaaaaaaaa... Lama-lama saya bisa gila kerja di sini.. Tiap hari kayak psywar terus2an, apalagi punya perawat bermulut cablak *mentolo ngaploki* Duh, baru sekali ini lo liat perawat trus bawaannya langsung pengen ngejahit tuh mulut. Perawat2 saya di tempat sebelumnya itu bener2 bawaan perawat, gak kebanyakan mulut, gak berisik, gak gatel. Mampus.

Dah hampir sebulan kerja di sini, enjoy sedikitpun juga enggak.. Malah baru hari ke-5 saya dah pengen resign aja.. Orang2nya sih baek2 saja, kecuali dua perawat berisik itu. Tapi saya gak cocok sama sistem kerjanya. Amsyong. Capek. Jenuh. Plus, koordinatornya tuh kayak maksain kehendak, ngejar target pasien. Klinik yang lebay. Tambah lagi sering ngomong pelayanan2... Cueeehhhh. Sori ya, saya agak sensi kalo denger orang mengait-kaitkan pekerjaan dengan Tuhan dan agama. Kalo saya sih nganggep ini pekerjaan.. Gua kerja, lu bayar. Habis cerita. Gak usah pake embel2 apapun. Swt.
Saya gak suka disuruh baksos gigi. Kalo tempatnya oke sih gak masalah ya. Tapi seringkali tuh tempat yang dikunjungin gak layak, gak sanitair, gak cukup space buat naruh alat, buat pasien duduk kalo mau exo. Gila, lu kira dokter gigi kayak dokter umum? Modal stetoskop doang dah bisa kasih obat ke orang? Enak kali!  Belum lagi kalo pas ada pasien exo, pasien2 yang lain pada ngerubutin, seakan2 saya ini lagi demo apaan.. Langsung pengen ngusir deh! Tapi paling utama ya, saya gak bisa ngasih tindakan pake alat yang cuman dicelup NaOCl dan alkohol. Gila, exo itu kan termasuk minor surgery seh, dodol???!!! Mau transfer penyakit ya???? Mending saya gak usah kerja sekalian.. Sekarang balikin lagi, katanya pelayanan, tapi kalo malah nular2in penyakit apa gak bullshit itu? Saya sendiri kalo jadi pasien, ya gak mau digitukan... sudah gak punya duit, berharap dapat pengobatan gratis, eh malah bonus penyakit baru!! Emoh yo disuruh nanggung dosanya.. Enak aja. Mending dibilang makan gaji buta. Kalo gak puas, ya silahkan cari dokter gigi lain yang bersedia melakukan itu! 

Asli, dah pengen resign bolak-balik. Kalo nemu tempat yang lebih baik, saya pasti langsung cao dah. Kemarin lusa, klinik giginya dah fully-installed... Bulan depan saya dan dokter gigi satunya bisa gantian jaga klinik dan ikut baksos. Liat ntar deh, bisa enjoy apa gak di kliniknya. Kalo sama aja, duh.. mboh wes.

nomming on Michel & Immilia wedding

I discovered that shooting RAW was really helpful.. The lighting could have ruined the color, but since I kept the pictures in RAW it's easy to make WB adjusment hehe.. :D

wedding

Just a little update, I attended Grace's wedding on last Sat night and will be attending Imil's wedding on next Sat night.. There will be more such occasions till end of year and that means there will be more opportunities for me practicing photography. Bleahhhhh, I even called it photography while my shots were still nothing near amazing hahaha... XD
Grace's wedding was the first time where I took wedding shots. And it's veryyyy difficult yeah? It's difficult to keep up with composition while not losing the moment, so Harry helped me taking some shots from the holy matrimony for he's more experienced haha.. While shooting Grace's, I used mostly my kit lens which later I regret for the nifty fifty could have produced much better photos. It's just because I was wearing high heels and with the 50/f1.8 I had to move around A LOT more and it's painful.. T_T Must practice walking a lot in high heels, maybe?

P.S./ I still don't like my new office.. Some of them are still annoying though I get along better with some more..

I'm becoming older, happily I guess... :D

Only one year less to quarter century now hehe...

Thanks for all the birthday wishes, I'm feeling great. The only thing I wait in my birth day is hong bao from parents hahahaha... kidding! xD
Time flies not? It feels like just yesterday I celebrated my birthday with my friends.. This year I have it my family *smooch*

the nifty fifty

Yesh, it is Canon 50mm f/1.8 II, as suggested by many fellow Canon users haha.. I bought it on last Thu also from Sentradigital, cost me IDR 950K.

The salesperson told me to stop down to f2.8 to ensure the object look tack sharp. And it does, I can see every detail and it's difficult to look back to the kit lens now haha... But I'm still in trouble cos most pictures I snapped look blur, perhaps due to my shaky hands?? =.= If I use the maximum aperture, it makes the picture look blur on some unwanted parts.. but if I stop down further, the camera sets to slower shutter speed and again, my shaky hands are really pissing me off..

f2.8, exposure 1/4 sec, ISO 1600

As seen on the picture above, I want the entire shrimp look sharp but I can't stop down even more cos the picture will turn out blurry, esp cos the light isn't sufficient here.. :( Suggestions, anyone?

eyeing a new toy again (part II)

My baby toy needs a new friend and I'm thinking about getting him a new one.. Only thinking about that already drives me mad happy haha..

I soo can't wait~~ XD

P.S.
I'm in a much better mood than yesterday :)

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Saking kesalnya sampe gak tau mau nulis apa.

Doh!!! Mboh lah yo... Buenci buenci buenciiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii....... Kenapa harus berurusan dengan orang macam begituuuu???!! Totally a freakk, a kind of person who should be bullied in highschool not because he's weak and powerless but because he's fully annoying so he deserves it!!!

Crap.

OMFG I feel soooo much irritated!!!

Dan sekarang saya jadi mangkel sama semuanya!!! AAARRRRGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

crappy mood

I don't like youuuuuuuuuuu.....

Oh please, shut up your mouth.. I don't care if you loooovvveee to talk as gossipy as a woman, but not in front of your professional subordinates oh puhleasseee don't do it ZOMFG.. =.="" You've also been acting weird since I don't know when and that irritates me as much as I see a cockroach crawling under my bed.