takes more than just luck

Erlin gave me the past papers Primary Exam, and I was completely stunned! The questions, the materials, like I have never heard any of them before. They're just 1000000% different from what I've learned till now and I can't even answer one single question arrrgghhh!! Parah ya toh... >.<

If I want to pass the exam, takes whole persistence and efforts from myself!! I might go to HK to check whether the same exams are applied there.. seriously, one year is sufficient?? Dumb dumb.. I don't clearly understand why they didn't teach us the same basic medical sciences here and instead, focused the learning process toward the skill? I just feel really dumb. McDreamy once mentioned this weakness, but I didn't think that the gap is that big!! IMO, only by our current standards, if the dentists didn't help themselves by improving their own knowledges, I really wonder how they could diagnose a disease. Ah. That's why our instructors keep yelling at us to read more and more and more. They won't yell for nothing, rite?? Shame, not?

I feel hopeless hahaha.. but as wisdom says, "When I think, I'm alive." So that's what my brain's for.